the rhythm of her heartbeat. 。She looked to one side, then turned her body to leave, but she was once again blocked by Qiao Shunchen. 。"From now on, you don't need to go to such lengths to hide from...Joe Shunchen's love was overly sensitive in Qin Jingwen's ears, especially when it came out of Joe Shunchen's mouth. Qin Jingwen found it particularly grating to hear. 。"Don't say that, don't lie. You have never loved me. Everything between us is fake, it's all an act you're putting on for revenge." 。" Qiao Shunchen, don't casually say the word 'love', you don't deserve it. 。Every word Qin Jingwen spoke was what Qiao Shunchen had told her back then. Even though she was reminding him, it still tore open the wounds that hadn't fully healed yet. 。"I know I don't deserve it, but my love is true" 。What I said before was just talk, it wasn't meant seriously. 。

Wenwen, I love you. If I didn't love you, I couldn't have risked my life to save you. I wouldn't be this heartbroken seeing you in pain.

" Wen Wen, I..." "Are you kidding me Did you see how heartbroken I was Did you hear me crying until I suffocated Did you think about me when I collapsed in despair I barely managed to get through all of this, and now you're telling me you're more pained than I am Will I believe that Will I" Qin Jingwen questioned Qiao Shunchen loudly. As long as he opened his mouth to speak, Qin Jingwen could pinpoint his mistakes. But looking at how much Qin Jingwen had endured, how much she had suffered... 。"I'm sorry, it's all my fault." 。I admit my approach to solving the problem was wrong. I won't make excuses for my mistakes, I only ask for a chance to make amends for everything. 。" His heart ached as he felt her pain acutely. It was because of her pain that Qiao Shunchen hated his own foolish actions 。

"Compensation, how to compensate"

Qin Jingwen actually wanted to hear, how Qiao Shunchen would use what kind of method to compensate her for the hardships and obstacles along the way, and how to soothe her pain.

"We got married, from now on you are my princess, I will love you unconditionally…" Hearing this Qin Jingwen sarcastically smiled, tears of being mocked unknowingly flowed down. 。"Marriage Why get married" "Although our past was filled with resentment, it's still part of our journey. Now that the resentment is over, we should go our separate ways." 。I wish you a brilliant future, and that you live happily ever after. Isn't that great 。Qin Jingwen didn't dare to mention marriage. Getting married and divorced once, that kind of pain she never wanted to experience again. 。"It's no good, without you I can't achieve great success, without you I can't live." 。I can't reach the mountains and rivers far away, nor can I speak words of blessing for you. 。" Qiao Shunchen, you threw the divorce certificate at me, how can you still say this Are you trying to be contradictory and play games" 。"

Qin Jingwen roared, thinking of the divorce certificate her heart was bleeding. " 。"I was the one who initiated the divorce, but do you know that it was my last chance for you It was a test to see if you truly loved me." 。You cooperated well, and you quickly declined this opportunity. It also lets me know how much you love me. 。Qin Jingwen's emotions got out of control, her voice choked with sobs before she could even finish speaking. 。A little red notebook, a small photo, and a government seal completely shattered Qin Jingwen's illusions about Qiao Shunchen. 。"You've rejected everything, you've given up every opportunity, so please stay away from me, as far away as possible. 。"For you, I broke my own principles and bottom line, but the ending you gave me was a disappointing one." 。I don't want to go through this anymore, and please don't treat me like an idiot and try to fool me again. 。" Qin Jingwen cried and poured out her heart, and in her tears, she let go of her struggle. 。Qiang Shuncheng scared her, making her afraid to get close. 。She no longer knew what it felt like to be loved by Qiao Shunchen, but she clearly remembered how painful it was to be hurt by him. 。This isn't love, it's clearly just paying back a debt. 。The divorce certificate was indeed applied for by me. Because I know that the divorce certificate is my hope, and the future of you and me, so I had to be careful 。“ Seeing Qin Jingwen’s heartbroken tears, Qiao Shunchen became increasingly anxious and his heart was in complete disarray. 。He sped up his speech, hoping to explain things quickly so that Qin Jingwen could emerge from her grief sooner. 。"Back when we first registered our marriage, both of us were in a bad mood. You were forced into it and didn't feel any joy, instead you felt pain." 。I didn't want you to have this kind of memory, so I went through with the divorce. 。I kept thinking about going to the mountain village to find you, wanting to apologize and ask for your forgiveness. Then I'd take you back and we could remarry with a fresh perspective. 。“ This is the key point that Joe Shun-chen explained. He did it with good intentions and didn't really want a divorce. He just realized the future development was not within his plan. 。 “I saw a video you posted, and the moment I saw the bracelet I made in your hand, I was so excited. I’ve never felt like that before, from childhood to now. It's filled with hope and sunshine, you know” 。Even now, when he thinks back on it, Qiao Shunchen can still feel the hope from that time. It was a kind of hope that invigorated his spirit. 。I'm coming to you with our happy future, even if landslides occur and I face wind and rain, I will walk as fast as I can to see you. 。"But I saw your enthusiasm outside the classroom, your happiness in your eyes, and even though conditions were tough, you still had rosy cheeks. I was suddenly intimidated." 。“ All of this is Qin Jingwen’s happiness, the joy he had never given her.” 。Joe Shunchen lacked confidence in himself, fearing he would ruin Qin Jingwen's chance to start anew. 。I'm afraid, afraid that after taking you back, your passion will fade away. I'm afraid that the happiness in your eyes will be hurt by me. 。I'm even afraid to say a word to you, I'm scared that even the tone of my voice could hurt you. 。" I'm truly afraid, after all my memories haven't fully recovered, and the psychological barriers are still tormenting me. 。“

Qiao Shunchen said, his tears also couldn't help but slide down his resolute cheek. ” 。These tears are not out of pity for myself, but out of heartache for Qin Jingwen. 。These tears are not a disguise, but the hatred born from cowardice towards oneself. 。He hated that he understood everything too late, hated that he shouldn't have avoided psychotherapy. 。If everything had happened sooner, if Qin Jingwen had been told everything during that trip to the mountain village, she wouldn't have been buried under the rubble. 。"Don't tell me these things, I don't want to hear..." 。Qin Jingwen couldn't stand to see men cry, and she didn't want to believe Qiao Shunchen's so-called reason for the divorce certificate, nor did she want Qiao Shunchen to shake her heart. 。At this moment, she chose to ignore what Qiao Shunchen said, only allowing herself to be covered in thorns as a way to protect herself from being hurt by Qiao Shunchen. 。"Wenwen, over twenty years of hatred is like a tree taking root. Otherwise, I wouldn't have so many suspicions when I knew you were from the Qinlan family. 。For over twenty years, all of you Qin family members have been the enemies I set out to defeat. No matter who I see or find, I will attack and retaliate against them. 。But I never really expected that my dearest person would be a member of the Qin family. At that moment, I felt like I was struck by lightning. I couldn't even bear to accept such a fact. 。Their story has to begin from the very beginning, because the knot in their hearts started back then. 。Joe Shunchen said these were not excuses for himself, he just wanted to take everything apart, break it down, and never let it affect their future lives. 。"I turned my love for you into hate, I drove you to madness and stripped you of everything. But reality slapped me in the face, you were the one who saved me." 。"You saved my life, yet I destroyed everything you had. This blow drove me to the brink." 。I dare not face you, forcing myself to close my eyes and erase the truth. 。Joe Shunchen was in pain, it still hurts to talk about it now. The back and forth torment, the choice between love and not loving, was the most agonizing and helpless thing imaginable. 。 When you stood on the railing of the rooftop, I understood everything. I don't want the past, nor the future, you are the meaning of my existence. 。If you truly jumped that day, I would have followed you without hesitation. 。I've also made up my mind, as long as you come down, I want to let go of everything and be with you. 。I will spend the rest of my life giving you all my love, spoiling and cherishing you. 。"That day when you woke up in the hospital, the first person you should have seen was me. That day should also have been the end of all our misfortunes." 。But the truth of my mother's death completely crushed me, shattering all my illusions. 。At this point, Qiao Shunchen's emotions were also on the verge of collapse, but Qin Jingwen's pain was deeper than his, and Qin Jingwen's experience was more tortuous. What face did he have to break down in front of Qin Jingwen 。The only thing he could do was to pay homage to his overwhelming grief in a different way, by shedding tears that flowed more and more fiercely. 。“I hate having made the wrong choice. I wasted more than twenty years of my life, sacrificing my most beautiful years, but the ending turned out to be a joke.” 。

But the one who pays for this joke is you.

At that moment, I had to admit that I was the most foolish and pathetic person in the world. I had to admit that everything I did was wrong. 。I am a capital mistake, a colossal failure, laughable and pathetic. My thirty years have been wasted because of this truth. 。"I..."

"Don't say any more, don't say any more, this has nothing to do with me."

Qin Jingwen couldn't help but shout to stop him. She felt Qiao Shunchen's pain, and she couldn't bear to listen any longer. 。Qiao Shunchen's tears were even more venomous as they flowed into her heart, hurting her deeply. 。"Wenwen, I know I was wrong, give me another chance 。Joe Shunchen couldn't let things stop there. He had to fight for Qin Jingwen's forgiveness. 。To get her forgiveness, he needs to make a sincere apology and show Qin Jingwen his determination to make amends. 。"Wenwen, I'm sorry" 。Joe Shunchen, a grown man, suddenly knelt before Qin Jingwen. 。 incessant apologies and constant pleas for forgiveness 。“I’m so sorry.” 。"Give me one last chance, if I don't do well..."

"Get up, what are you doing" 。Do you think your family has to kneel down to apologize Isn't this moral coercion, do you know that 。Qin Jingwen was once again frightened by Qiao Shunchen. She had been knelt down several times recently, but this time was definitely the most painful for her. 。We are not morally kidnapping, we did the wrong thing that had to be knelt down. 。Unless one truly regrets and has done something beyond the line, who would kneel down and apologize 。Wrongdoings also have their limits, and Qiao Shunchen, as well as the entire Qiao family, have gone beyond those lines. 。"You get up, I won't accept it. " 。

Do you think that's enough Do you think that just this will make me forgive you

"Get up and listen to me!" Let me know if you have any other text you'd like me to translate! 。Qin Jingwen did not accept Qiao Shunchen's apology, nor did she accept anything he said. 。He would rather believe that everything Qiao Shunchen said was a lie than have his heart swayed. 。The moment he knelt, her heart was in turmoil, and tears welled up in her eyes. 。You can choose not to forgive me, you can hate me for a lifetime, but you have to give me a chance, give me a chance to atone. 。Joe Shunchen didn't get up, he just repeatedly pleaded. 。He wanted a chance to stay by Qin Jingwen's side, even if he was hated for a lifetime, he wanted to be by her side. 。ndfather. 。But his thoughts were no longer on Song Yiren, nor did he feel guilty towards the Song family. 。He was struggling with whether or not to negotiate terms with his grandfather. 。"Song's matte...